I'm tired and I'm bored. The two combine in my
psyche, making my head hurt and my heart feel emptier than it should be. I want to do something, anything. I want to
accomplish. I want to do something
for the ages. But nothing comes to mind. I feel like I'm
stuck in a rut...
Nothing is happening. The day goes by, and tomorrow I'll feel the same way.
Lately, I've been thinking
too deeply. I don't know... it just feels like there's absolutely nothing to do. I'll be here, hopefully, for fifty, sixty years more. Then I'll die. And what?
What? I'll slip into
obscurity... nobody'll go,
Oh, there's Mason, he's the person that had 2000 mp3s! or something... maybe I should try to learn a programming language. At least then, I might be able to do
something instead of sitting here musing about doing nothing. So how 'bout it? Anybody want to
tutor me?