today, it's is bright and sunny and there are few clouds in the sky. it is a bit chilly, but the strong winds have died down.

my boyfriend stayed over last night. i love it. waking up next to him is the coolest thing ever.

today looks to be a good day at work. my major projects are completed. everyone here is treating me with respect. i like the tasks i am given. it's so nice to enjoy work again.

i don't know if i am actually enjoying it more or the paxil i started taking about a month ago has started working. either way. i like my job again.

i am going to go to martial arts practice this afternoon. i am getting back into the swing of that after having taken some time off. it's tough going back when you haven't been in a while but i am getting up to speed again. i love it. i love kicking ass. i love sparring. i love fighting. i enjoy being proficient with my body.