I haven't been daylogging lately. I have been dumping into livejournal instead. I am not sure yet, whether that is a good thing. I noded Always the other day. I listened to that song on repeat today.

I have been pretty torn up inside lately. I know I need to fix myself. I've actually done things about it.. I am just not sure what is next. I don't want to make a wrong move. I've been reading "The Body Betrayed", I highlighted some things, and made my typical margin notes. Later tonite, I think I might read over the things I noted, and just "stream of conscious"-journal about what that makes me think, my feelings on it. I think that would be a good thing to do. It may help some people who care, but don't really understand.. but furthermore.. I think it will help me, a lot.