I simply can't, and I wouldn't want to,
not ever. The way I view
my world, our
universe, well, it's changed more than
drastically in the last six months, and even more so in the last
week, than I could have ever imagined possible. It's this amazing thing, really, a
realization, an
awakening perhaps. More a
series of either than anything, not so much a
single occurrence.
It's almost as if I was just sitting there one day and things started to become
slightly clearer, materializing into this vast
sea of thought..
I'm merely this little
human in a world filled with other humans, all with these
trains of thought, separate little trains of thought travelling on
separate tracks, but they all lead to
the same place. The same little
station, that's where they go,
where all thought'y matter converges, some of it blending, some of it dissipating into the moist
fog of nothingness.
Nothing is the same anymore, nothing I look at appears as it once did, and
I love the feeling that brings me. I realized today that when I look at a
tree, I don't simply look at a tree, I love the tree with my
eyes,
I feel the wind that blows through its leaves and thus it's almost as if I could be
part of it, if only I could become the
breeze.
"
Somehow my life falls into place, when you tell me you
love me.. and
I don't look at the world the same way, anymore.." -
Adam Cohen