this piece/poem is created entirely of pre-existing node and nodeshell phrases. some have apparently since been deleted, but all were 'alive' when this node was created.
My skull is but a padded cell, the walls of which my inner demons bounce off of
. good people just don't have voices like that
. It's So Easy
for the demon evil
to slip inside the eye of your mind
. Where do I hide now?
I run. I want to escape the irony, i want to escape from reality. But at my back in a cold blast I hear inner demons whispering evil things into my brain.
Where do you hide when the dark is alive? Nowhere. No Matter Where You Go, There You Are. i keep not wanting to sleep so the next day won't start
Where do you want to go today? the most beautiful place on earth, that balanced place where I can sit with words coming out of my fingers. i see my body falling into stars. Where's the rest of me? I'm wasting fingers like I had them to spare.
Memo to myself: there is no way out of this alive.
There is no enemy anywhere, There is no friend anywhere, nothing can stop me now, except...
aye, there's the rub--I Hate Myself. I think I'm going to be sick.
Do you really want to live forever? No. I just don't know if it's worth it at all. no matter what, I'm Still Myself Inside. Death is Not The End. death is merely a reset button. The end is not near. Not Until the End of the World, The Heat Death of the Universe, do i find the end of eternity. Death makes me tired
I'm tired. I'm so tired. I am just so tired. I could sleep now. Can I go back to sleep now? forever? give me a purpose! or let me drown in a convalescent bliss until the right moment When The World Ends. Goddess-Mother, may I?