You know what the thing about "
finding God" is? No?
The thing about finding God is that concentrating on God, Jesus or any other Holy Dead Guy isn't going to save your soul because what you're really thinking about is yourself - the God becomes a means to an end.
Stop thinking about God, think about other people instead. Stop thinking about yourself, think about what you can do to help those who need you. Then, and only then do you start getting anywhere. Hanging with Xtians isn't what God wants, if God even exists. And why should God want your pathetic prayers and praise? Why does the alpha and the omega, the omnipotent, omnipresent creator need cheerleading from something as unimportant as you?
What's the basic teaching of all the major religions? "Be nice".
Be nice. Do you what you believe to be right. Help people. Don't act superior. Don't proselytise. Don't preach. In fact, forget entirely about God and religion and then and only then will you actually be walking the walk as well as talking the talk.
Actions speak louder...