Hi. Remember me? Sigh. I turn 23 in a week. I haven't been on much since sometime around the Halloween fire in the basement. I don't know why. Something to do with my utter lack of creative energy, maybe. Art is impossible at the moment. My life is confusing. ... Maybe I should go watch Whispers of the Heart again, except then I'd be melancholy afterwards.

Melancholy.

It's a good antique word, and aptly describes my frame of mind.