Mr Y., it seems that you've been living... two lives.
In one life, you're I.Y.Y, a Human-Computer Interaction specialist for a respectable software company. You have a social security number, pay your taxes, and you... help your landlady carry out her garbage.
The other life is lived in computers, where you go by the hacker alias "syntax" and are guilty of virtually every computer crime we have a law for.
One of these lives has a future, and the other does not.