December 26, 1999


Why are we so in need of human contact? If we were made by some god, which I highly doubt, why would he have made us so fucked up? Take a step back, look at society, the way we view things, the way we act, the "complexities" of our idiotic minds, and it isn't beautiful. Is it? It's a jumbled mess that makes little to no sense, where we can come up with explanations for something then turn around and explain the exact opposite.. lost my thought. Why do we need to fall in love, as if there is actually a thing called "love" that exists in this reality other than in the tiny worlds that fill our minds? People question it all, obviously, as it's documented in countless books, but I see people daily, or type to them at least, and maybe they question it, as well, but as often? Every minute of the day? Hm, why does everything end in questions. Why has life been designed to be torture?