Wanting, needing to move forward I sit powerless, unable to set things in motion. Raising my eyes to the heavens, hoping, but knowing that some greater force is at work.

I look about for support and help but find no one to ask or offer. Friends counting on me, needing me, but I can't, I can't do it. I just sit there, motionless, unable to do anything.

I need a jumpstart for my car.