My life fell out of my jacket last night.
Otherwise known as my checkbook, which was doubling as a wallet.
So now I have no ID, no cash (there was $280 enclosed), no checks, no phone numbers.
And it couldn't have come at a better time, because to go along with the fact that I have no ID, no cash, no checks and no phone numbers, I also have
no job,
no money to pay rent this coming month, no leads and
no food.
I thought I previously had a firm grip on what it would take to
push myself over the edge, but after this past week of bad luck -- my holding on, not cracking under all of this pressure --
maybe I was wrong.
Why am I trapped in this downward spiral of bad luck? It just keeps going and going.. If I dont get a job by the 15th, I will get evicted next month.
That is if I make it to next month. I have no food.
I hate the dot com world. My last employer did this to me, stripped me of my dignity...
(I keep mentally reminding myself that ''
I have no food'' over, and
over...)