Breathe,
take a step back, start sleeping all day.
I have decided that I can't handle the crisper edges of life being taken away from me, so I've stopped taking my
medication. I'm hoping to
reverse the flow. Drop the
Depakote, regain the clarity I used to have. Maybe water will seem cold again, ideas fresh and green.
I do believe that I'm
bipolar (as diagnosed). I don't believe this medication is at all helping me. I cycle and stay on a low sort of manic most of the time, and get depressed about twice a year. I used to sleep for 5 or 6 hours a night, and get the house cleaned.
I used to eat whatever I wanted without gaining weight. Now I'm
overweight and I act like a cat... I eat, then I sleep for a few hours.
Stop sleeping all day, take a
step forward, breathe.