deep down i know that everything between us is falling apart. we're closer than ever, and yet i get the vibe from him that something isn't right. i don't know how to fix this.

in other news, my best friend phoned me today. it's been so long that i didn't know how to talk to her anymore. a month ago, it had been that i didn't know how to talk to anybody but her. but she and i have been drifting apart since may, and now with the country dividing us...

this weekend i will go to a camp that she and i have always attended together. we were so close that we'd been confused with lesbians. (just because we're not sluts does not make us lesbians).

and i'm procrastinating from homework. the more things change. the more they stay the same.