Today I will cry all day. This happens occasionally. Like a purging of emotions. For somebody who keeps their emotions so tightly under control, the purging (when it comes) tends to take a long time. Of course, there is nothing I can do about this, I will just have to get through the day the best way I can.

I am scared that I will never hear the words "You are Beautiful" again.

I am scared that I will never again hear the words "I love you" and believe them to be true.