I have been lazy, stressed out and happy all day. It has been a weird day feelingwise and dull in every other sense. Despite all the things I write below I feel wildly happy and in love. I guess that's what comes from overdose of ammonium chloride candy and seeing a cute boy (beloved darling boyfriend) all day after several days of his absence.

I'm mending my costuming burnout by making simple exotic trousers for myself in a style I have made at least five times before. Well, the burnout needs to end and I cannot stop costuming completely, so it's small steps time this time.

I haven't yet come to terms with my budding E2 addiction. I feel pre-node anxiety and post-writeup panic, fear of symptoms of muchkinism and severe lack of brains in my echoing skull.