Her flatmate called at about 11:30 and so she had to leave to take the car back. As she stood up she was crying a little. At the door she said she couldn't come round any more. I didnt react - neither externally or internally.
Of course I had been expecting this - but you would think I would feel something - disappointment, sadness.. even relief, but there was nothing. Oh well thats the way it is and who cares why.

I wonder what's on TV.