Her flatmate called at about 11:30 and so she had to leave to take the car back.
As she stood up she was crying
a little. At the door she said she couldn't come round
any more. I didnt react
- neither externally
Of course I had been expecting this - but you would think I would feel something
.. even relief
, but there was nothing.
Oh well thats the way it is and who cares why
I wonder what's on TV.