Gods, I miss her. It's amazing that after knowing each other for 15 years, we're still friends and we keep in touch. And after all this time, we decided to explore each other sexually. Granted, she's in the last days of her Masters in New Mexico and I'm in the Bay Area. Granted, we haven't seen each other in three years. But now, both of us feeling comfortable expressing physical feelings toward each other, the distance doesn't seem as great. But still, with her stressing over her orals and graduation, not to mention trying to find a job, I wish I could be there with her. Still, we did find the time to celebrate my birthday last week. And now, I only hope I can do the same for her after her wonderful present.

I love you, baby!