"Brian puts his hips into it..."

Well well, another day. How surprising. My hat (if I wore one... will my ponytail work, it's halfway down my back?) goes off to squeezie for dealing with his depression in such a standup way. It's no laughing matter, really, I deal with it often myself. But I like to think that no situation is ever too heavy to make light of.

I opened my big mouth too soon. I emailed my love, and discovered that she is in Thailand, observing the beauty there. But I told her of many things... and got the usual "(Insert my real name here), I just really don't see us going anywhere... you mean so much to me as a friend, but don't you dare try to hold my hand or smile that smile at me, or I'll break your nose again! ^_^."

I swear, maybe this whole waiting 15 years thing is for the birds. By the way... you know if the worm sleeps in, the early bird doesn't get a thing? Isn't that, like, against the rules, or something? But then again, whoever said life was fair?

Again, I am amazed by iceowl's wisdom and intelligence.

Now for the Dungeons and Dragons interuption: If I were a D&D character, I would most likeley be a human or half-elf fighter, as I am too intelligent and honestly not ferocious enough to be a half-orc barbarian or a dwarf. I may be skilled and tough as all getout, but I ain't no giant, and I possess only slightly above-average physical strength. I am having trouble deciding my alignment. I am pretty sure I am Chaotic Good, but I feel like I want to become Neutral Good, and if anyone can help me figure out what aligment suits me best, please message me.

I think my stats would be as follows:

Strength - probably 17

Dexterity - 14 or 15

Constitution - 15 or 16

Intelligence - 15 to 17 (cause I'm not sure if capacity for thinking is under intelligence or what)

Wisdom - Likely 12 or 13

Charisma - 14 to 16

As far as my actual combat familiarity, I (in real life, not some "game") enjoy practicing with swords, knives, claws, staffs, and my bare hands. Yep, I can be ferocious when I need to be, just... not like a barbarian. Even though I do look good in raggedy clothes.

I'm actually told I look pretty sharp dressed up, but I really only wear slacks and collar shirts to work. And I haven't worn my dress shoes since I graduated high school. On my free days, I can be seen most often in a worn t-shirt, tight-fitting and faded jeans or jean cutoffs, and ugg boots with bandanas wrapped around them. Yeah, I'm tacky. So what - I'm still young, too. Not like I once was, and maybe I'll straighten out when I get about 28 or 30... but I doubt it *wink*.

Also, this dial-up connection thing isn't working, I have to get a better connection - and one that doesn't tie up my phone line while I'm on. If anyone has any good advice or recommendations about DSL or Cable Internet, please give me a notice.

I'll put an egg in my shoe and beat it, now, but tomorrow I have to get some things about Nilok off my chest. Til then, aurevoir (think I spelled that right!)