We finished up Mom's hospital tests today, but we won't find out the results until Friday. Over the last two years I've been in hospitals more than I would like, and it looks like I may go in myself sometime in the next two months (ganglion cyst). In brighter news, we will probably have our stuff moved to California on June 6, 2000, but we'll leave before that; as much before that as possible, in fact. Let me out of here!

"since feeling is first" will be my entry for today once I find the journal I mentioned yesterday. It still seems strange that he's not here, but that's okay, I wouldn't want it to feel normal. I actually feel sort of homesick, but I guess that makes sense in a way--home is wherever we are together.

Tomorrow I may hang out with my friend Chris, back from Korea and the Army for a few more days. Maybe he can help me with the yard sale if I take him out for lunch...Lots of junk to get rid of, how can anyone accumulate this much stuff? I'd like to live all Zen-like and clutter-free after I move, so, I'm ditching lots. Anyone want to buy a Ghost in the Shell wallscroll or an SD Urd resin model?