I really don't know where any of this came from, perhaps it's something I wanted to hear once. It seems a bit.. something, I don't know, but I kind of like it. It's meant to be read fairly quickly, not slowly, it's not really to be dissected, savoured, it's not that kind of writing. Actually, it's another example of text that is better listened to than read, sometimes things just seem more profound when you close your eyes..

You see his face and you know it could have saved you once but it's past too late now. It's collapsing around you, or it already has, and now it is closing in for the kill. Don't let it take you, you can fight it but it doesn't come easy, the strength. If you feel it even a little then you can be sure it is there, but you can't be sure you'll be able to embrace all that it is, all that it means and the look on your face conveys every ounce of emotion that is flowing through you. You don't have to speak because I can see, you don't have to explain because trust me, I know. I know how you feel and I know what it's like, I can be your last chance, your last hope for something better, if you would only let me.. just let me into your heart let me fill your soul with what it needs so badly, has needed for so long.

It isn't the end, the end is when you want it to be and I know you don't want it to end here, not like this. Just forget the hurt, let the pain slip through the tips of your fingers, let it seep from every pore in your body just let it go. You let it eat at you, you know what it is doing to you but you refuse to stop it, you're in love with the pain, the sadness you need it, you thrive on it because to you, there is nothing else. But I can show you I can help you to see there is more, and you are more, more than this fleshy figure before me, more than the outer layer of frustration and hurt.

You are more than all of this, you have it within you to be so much more for yourself, for the Universe, for me.. just let it go.
I still have one question,
When I think of you
And I should let it go,
But I puzzle it out,
Like a tangle of string
that I need to unravel
Or that old toy engine
that we tried to fix;
And I need to know how it happened.

So. When did I lose you?
Was it anywhere near the family tree?
See, I'm trying to pinpoint
Just when our cord snapped
And I huddle over it,
Like a secret code
that I need to decrypt
before I can move, and get on
with this life.

Well, still: Can't you tell me?
Was it before
or after that party.
Yep, that would help me work this out
'Cause I still have this question
when I think of you
And I know:
I should really let it go.

But it's not only me who will hurt this time
So I'm trying to muddle my way through the scenes
And I'm still not sure
If you know what I mean
When I wonder aloud
How it came that I lost you.

Was I inside or out
of your heart when I pulled too hard
And lost what we had?

See, now there is this other boy,
And all he loves is me and Freedom.
I think of you,
and let him go.

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