Caught in the middle of... it. That is me, perpetually I am the middle person
between two people I care a lot about, but there is absolutely nothing I can do because niether of them possess the ability to control their emotion
s and senses.
"Talk with us
", is generally the request, "with both of us", but in the end it is just me sitting there watching them talk because none of it is ever about me, I'm just the one dragged into it
. I can handle it, that isn't the problem. The problem is that I do not want to be the one holding it all together
because I can't be that forever. I can only be a temporary solution (more of an aid than a solution) to what is actually a very simple problem
. Of course, it's blown out of proportion until it seems like the only thing that matters in the universe, but all in all, it's quite simple, cut and dry
Unfortunately, I'm the only one that can see why it is cut and dry.. so here I sit, between the two of you. You say you don't want to drag me into it but if I'm not in it you think that I don't care
Walking away would be my solution, away from both of you and all of it. This would be the selfish
, easy way out
on my part.. if I hear one more assumption about my position on the matter, I will be forced to shrug it off of my shoulders. (At least I'd hope it would be that simple for me, though I probably couldn't even if it came to that.)
They both need to let go
, of different things, aspects of their lives, but I can't do it for them..
Oh, the plight of the one caught in the middle of it.. I could complain but, all I can think is that I'm glad I'm in the middle
and not on the edge.