GMT says otherwise but I am where I am and it's March.

 

Emotional purge of a month. So much dug out. Thanks for being there for me E2, it's taken 16 years but I do feel like I can rely on you.

 

March does feel like more of an ending than December, and April does feel more like a beginning than January. Call me a fool call me what you will but I think the Chinese are right about this one. A toast to the new year. Or new something.

 

First shower in 3 days felt like a damn baptism. Disillusioning bittersweet disappointment for me, but a cause for celebration for everyone around me. But then I felt remarkably better. Like I didn't know how much I needed to feel clean until I did feel clean. Is this why all those marks choose religion? Or just one of the fringe benefits? Freedom of mind by way of illusion. I can see the appeal.

 

I don't know what I'm going to do but it doesn't matter. Enough getting caught up in the past

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Once upon a time there was an enchanted princess who lived in a magical castle in a fairytale kingdom in Old Europe. Her name was Razibelle. She had everything she wanted and more, however, she was not allowed to leave the castle. When she was born, the king and queen had a banquet. They had in invited everyone except for a very wicked witch…

Navigating through a grocery store
Every step careful and monitored
Unmade eye contact prevents dirty looks back
Or at least, the acknowledgement of

The public sentiment is against us
Or maybe the public sentiment is for us
No one really knows but all we know is
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