under-destruction ... as the cells in my eyes and my skin are shriveled and grated off, the neurons in my brain are shutting down and fraying out, the juices in my flesh are vaporizing, the bones shrinking -- as i am dying you ask me: what is your life, that it may be worth losing?
harmony: rip the belly of the sky, wreck the mountains, uproot the forests. all. nature. is. one.
this is the forbidden land. delusion of fixity.