there was nothing out there that could hurt me.
But of course that's all a lie.
there's physical harm.
There is emotional harm.
In fact, knowing how susceptibe and sensitive I am to all exterior forces. It's easy for anyone to know that
EVERYTHING out there could hurt me.
And if it hadn't, or wasn't actively doing so at the present moment. would be very soon be doing so.
I view myself as a victim.
I view myself a masochist.
And it's only intensifying by the day.