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Among the old patches and trinkets, entombed in cedar cigar boxes and wrapped in old uniforms, the notebooks I carried across Hell's half acre lay and molder.
Sometimes, I find a nodeshell that needs filling. And sometimes, a dusty old diary gives up some of its secrets.
These nodes represent some of what happened during almost seven years in Afghanistan as an active duty military member and civilian contractor, and some of the reflections that came afterwards.
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1 |
I am nothing but my sins (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
2 |
I will be hard and silver and pure without fear. (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
3 |
I was burned and bleeding, but the galaxy still spun on (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
4 |
The machines rest (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
5 |
Keep going. Keep breathing. (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
6 |
implied warranty of habitability (poetry) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
7 |
Merry Christmas you filthy animal (poetry) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
8 |
I peer at the ball game, tired of Whitman, tired of wanting to be great. (thing) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
9 |
our forgotten enemies, unfrozen from the glaciers (place) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
10 |
I have always considered warnings to be a kind of dare (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
11 |
enrich your life with fear and fire (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
12 |
what would it take to be serene again? (thing) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
13 |
I did not need it. I was strong. I was steady. I knew what I was doing. (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
14 |
a great many things are dying very violently all the time (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
15 |
It's always lunchtime, here in the land of the dead (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
16 |
Everything is made of sunlight and shit (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
17 |
It is the uncertainty of life-threatening moments that I so dread, and so love (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
18 |
The Great Christmas Kidnapping Caper (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
19 |
The kids round here look just like shadows, always quiet, holding hands (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
20 |
birthplace of combat existentialism (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
21 |
the older generation (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
22 |
Drink coffee. Smoke cigarettes. Eat fire. (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
23 |
And since the games are said to have gone, we are waiting for the war. (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
24 |
What sacrifices do soldiers make (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
25 |
A finish line what shifts in the sand (essay) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
26 |
turning into flowers (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
27 |
dying in the noise (dream) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
28 |
I cannot produce a definitive list of everywhere I have been, but I can say that I have seen a whole lot of nowhere (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
29 |
I give blood because I've got it on my hands. (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
30 |
war trophies for people who have never been to war (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
31 |
The operation succeeded but the patient died (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
32 |
I might not believe in God, but I sure as hell believe in the power of prayer (poetry) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
33 |
going away again (event) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
34 |
a voice like pebbles being shoved through a harmonica (person) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
35 |
Ten feet tall, and bulletproof. (person) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
36 |
I will howl in a deep lagoon (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
37 |
When I'm wearing a bonnet and sipping pretend tea with Miss Ponykins and Zippy the Ugly Zebra, that's when I feel the most like a man (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
38 |
War dogs (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
39 |
They call me Engineer-khan (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
40 |
I hope they kill me while I'm standing here, so I can die happy. (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
41 |
There are no atheists in the foxholes (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
42 |
technicolor sky (place) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
43 |
nor was there anything to be attained that you didn't already have (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
44 |
illegal menu item (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
45 |
Remembering things I cannot explain (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
46 |
Kill only the stragglers. Let the strong ones live. (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
47 |
Open your eyes. Become bigger. It hasn't killed you, and it's making you stronger (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
48 |
read all instructions before beginning (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |
49 |
Embrace the smooth, clean animal mind (personal) |
haqiqat |
writeup |