My abilities aren't up to the task of producing a particularly moving or informative home node. Thus, I'll take my cue from the silent horror movie directors of the 1930s and give you just a few salient details; you imagine the gory details yourself.
- Failed academic, now corporate drone
- High expectations for self, confounded by apathy and (perceived?) lack of competence
- Preponderance of evidence indicates generalized cowardice
- Persistent lack of self-confidence
- General negativity
Feel free to imagine a long and sincere discussion of these aspects of my character; if you want it to be really authentic, imagine that it includes a few stabs at humor that contain a little too much self-pity to actually be funny. Please don't imagine any spelling errors, though, because that would just be embarassing.
Otherwise - to rehash a tired cliche, all of my decidedly un-radical ideas about the natures of various things have already occurred to you, and I doubt any of my ideas about myself (including the ones I already put down, I guess) would be of any interest to anyone. So there you have it.