the way you don't look at me
makes me want to shove my fingers
down my throat.
dan says, he finally realizes why i could never love him
because he doesn't hate himself the way you do
but i think it's a matter of being selfish
and how we're taught as children that it's
not an admirable quality. when you got sick
on maple beer and threw up in ryan and mandy's garden,
i think everyone loved you then.
i am eight weeks today and the only thing she
will learn from me is how to be a ghost.