it was my silent prayer that she might hear me. i imagined she walks outside in her nightshirt and, "you're still here?"
"oh... i was..."
"banging your head against the wall?"
"...the pain, retributes the thoughts."
"what the fuck are you saying...?!"
"i love you."

on nights when i was feeling extra confident, i imagined she stays and talks about why it would never work.

Y'know, if you log in, you can write something here, or contact authors directly on the site. Create a New User if you don't already have an account.