I am cautious with being intensely personal
online because it is something that I am not comfortable with. However, this is how I am feeling right now, and though I apologise for the medium, I would love to know whether anyone can empathise. If you can actually fathom what I'm saying.
My humanity tires me.
Wait. Is it the burden of being so
That exhausts me, will not let me sleep,
Or is it the fellow feeling, the anguish,
That wearies me?
I wish I could not afford this civilised luxury,
I wish self-absorption could be more cheaply bought.
Was this the cosmic plan -
Guilt ridden ability, obnoxious opportunity?
I am rendered immovable by sands of fate.
I hate the pretentiousness of the last line, but it was what came naturally at the time. Damn.