i don't know what this means. it [fell out of my head].
                       i couldn't stand
                         [on my own]
i needed [your arms]
for support
and your words to 
_comfort my many [tumbles]

i couldn't [breathe]
without you
and it scared me
it hurt, and i tried to
run away from the feeling
that i couldn't be
but for [your presence]

i [thought|thought]

                        i was wrong and
                                        now..

there is nothing but
[i like it].
you are not there
and i still li^ve.

i still walk.

i still breathe and [i am not lost]. 
                                 (only when i [want] to be)

don't try to find me
no one to [catch me] when i fall
i love it.

                                i hadn't thought
                                you were keeping me [down]
                                not holding, loving. 

          [comfort in routine]

it is harder to pull myself up
without your assistance
but when i am standing i [feel]
       s t a b l e
i've grown a skin of pure emotion
you might [break it] but
                                     i exist for me, now. 
                                     there is no us

I love it.

I'd blindly follow the most hopeless of paths
        just to [distance] myself from you and the things
you made me [believe|believe].
I'd blindly follow the most hopeless of paths (idea)
