Say a prayer for your lizardinlaw.
Went to the emergency room at 2 am for throat closing down. I got iv steroids. They think grief reaction. Right now any talking triggers it. No work this week.
It is scary. So I have to be silent. Not my best skill, eh?
I am not reading message, tired, have to do zen meditation breathing all the time to keep swelling down.
Been building up to crash over last 2 months, couldn't even listen to memorial. Crying makes it swell closed too. Sigh. Save the crying, it will keep.
bye for now.
....tired. vocal cords finally relaxed. antibiotics and loving friends kicked in....