left.. cold and alone, you left
tried to find your presence in the wind
the room where we would be, together
forever i said, forever without you
i could never tell them, fell to pieces..
you would always die so beautifully
when we played our little game of life
cut grass fresh air lifted spirit down
pushed you away at questioning glance
created you, i thought you would fill it
little space in aching soul, mine
they laughed when i cried to you..
'there is no one there', whispered between
concerned for me humans, confused..
i just wanted them to see inside of me (past sullen, vacant stare)