We got to the party
at about 7:30, the doors were supposed to open at 7:00, but
they weren't letting anyone in yet, so we waited in the van. We had smoked up
on the way there, and I was getting the munchies
in force; alas we brought no
food, bugger, bugger, bugger! I worried a little about taking the E
on a completely empty
(and growling) stomach, but since it's an appetite suppressant
I'd at least feel better after taking it.
They let us in at about 8:30. There weren't many people there yet, and
almost no one was dancing, so we claimed some seats and chilled for a while.
Neil took his tab
shortly after we got in, I held off on taking mine until
I was pretty sure the party was going to be cool. It was probably around 9:30
when I did take it. I went into a bathroom stall to retrieve the tab from my
wallet, and hid it in my cheek until I got to a water fountain. It tasted
horrible, and I couldn't get it down on my first try. I was a little worried
that the cops
just outside might take an interest in me if I stayed in front
of the water fountain too long, but fortunately I got it down on my second try.
The effects started after about 40 minutes. I was just sitting with my friends
listening to the DJ, and very slowly the energy
creeped up on me. I knew it
started when I closed my eyes and it felt divine. I sat with my eyes
scruched up for a few minutes until there was just too much energy in me to
sit still, and I had to start dancing.
I was a little shy at first, since I'm
usually very introverted, and not at all good at dancing, but pretty soon
I stopped caring and just let myself move. It felt wonderful. Every muscle
was begging to be used, and I tried to appease them. The music, which was
previously too loud and hurting my poor ears was now the perfect volume. I
could feel the vibrations
through the floor and the walls, as well as my own
body. I was so into dancing that I didn't notice when Ryan, Steven, and Mike
went off into another part of the building. I was terribly disapointed when
I noticed they were gone, I was full of love and I wanted to share it with them. When I saw them coming back I immediately ran up and gave Mike a big hug
then gave Steven one because he looked disappointed not to get one.
I danced some more. A lot more. Then I went outside to cool off. Neil was
out there talking to some candy kids
. I joined their circle and stole a drag
from Neils cig. The candy kid in furry tigger
pants asked if I was rolling
too. Neil told him I was, and he offered me a binky if I needed something to bite on. My jaw was clenching quite a bit, but I decided I could handle it.
I was overwhelmed by the friendliness of everyone, I'm not very sociable
most of the time, but that night I would have talked to anyone.
It started drizzling a little while later, and the small drops of cold felt
delicious on my skin. I danced a lot more that night, whenever the energy
returned. My friends mostly just sat and enjoyed the music and vibrating
walls. They said they just felt too good to move much. I hope that's not
what happens after doing E
several times, because for me it just felt so good
I had to dance.
My first time rolling was on MDA
, which was a little speedier, and didn't give
me the tactile
enhancement that I was experiencing on the MDMA
. I was also
much more sociable and euphoric
on the MDMA than the MDA, and the burnout
the next day wasn't nearly as bad either. (although that could be because
I took a 5-HTP
as we left the rave
I also burned quite a bit of the fat that I've put on since taking up smoking
weed. My pants were considerably looser the next day, but I gained muscle too
because I actually weighed more. I'm in decent shape now, and all from one
night of dancing like a maniac. I love E!