i'm somewhere, inside or outside... i think inside. it's dark, but only dark enough not be able to make out my surroundings. i'm on adderall. i can feel it make my whole body tingle. i take another 20mg orange pill from joe. i feel good. i'm here with joe and carri. i briefly think of my hospitalized cat. carri is wearing a red handkerchief over her head and has her hair in two pigtails. i don't recall our conversation. i'm vaguely aware that she is naked, but it's either too dark to make it out or i don't look to see if she is.