Today I ripped up a floor at the worst smelling hole i've ever been too. This house is filthy and just all around aweful. To top it off my clothes now smell like it.

After ripping up the floor around the edge of this room it was spray foamed and I got to inhale some of those wonderful fumes. Thats not all I did today but that's the part that sticks in my mind.

I also came the understand the way my life is going to be for the next little while and in the future for that matter. Alone comes to mind. Not any easily definable alone but alone nonetheless.