Because she smiled at me like there was something more in my eyes than I knew I was saying.
Because his hair always smelled like clean grass.
Because he always understood me.
Because I felt confident in the strength of their convictions that I was really the best girl on earth.
Because he was my best friend.
Because she was my best friend.
Because I want them to both know things that I never told them.
Because I still love him.
Because I know she still loves me.