I'm being held captive in a large house, along with a
few other people. The people who keep us here are a
strange mix of fraternity and ROTC types. Their
leader is someone I know pretty well; it's almost as
though he's my younger brother.
There's a party going on downstairs. I even go down
and have some fun a few times; there are some very
cute women there, and I occasionally go and make out
with one of them. I soon find myself back in my
old room, however, feeling a little guilty.
The group of prisoners occasionally try to come up
with ideas on how to break out, but none of us are
very enthusiastic or energetic about it. After a
long, muted, hopeless-sounding discussion, we decide
that there's nothing we can do. When we ask why we're
trapped here, we just say:
Because he's smarter
than we are.
There are some pretty obvious interpretations for this.
I see alot of my fear of having fun in this, especially
in the guilt after pleasure. The overall sense of
being held captive by something
me is also accurate; I tend to think about things so
much that I rarely act on them.
Update: interesting that this got downvoted
quite so quickly. (This is my first try at a dream
log entry, in case you couldn't tell.) Are there some
unwritten (or, written but not found by me) rules about
which dreams are worthy of the writeup? Or are dream
logs routinely downvoted to keep people from using them
to just rack up XP? Please /msg any insight. Thanks.
Ah, nevermind, I think I found the answer:
The Problem With DayLogs. At least I know not to
take it personally. Much. :) (And I'll freely admit
that it's a pretty dry bit of writing. Sorry.)