Are you okay?
Yeah, I'm fine.
You don't sound okay.
I'm not really okay, in fact I'm feeling damn close to crying. The thing is, I don't know why
, and I know all too well, and there's no reason to cry, only more reasons than I can count. It's nothing new, but the weight of the situation just hit me again, and I wanted to talk to someone, I wanted to hear a voice
, so I called you.
I'll be fine.
Are you sure?
No, I'm not sure, I don't know anything anymore
, that's why I called you. I thought you'd have an answer to the unspoken questions
, I thought you might be able to hear the tears hovering at the edge of my voice
, thought you might be able to stem the sudden flow of panic trembling in my hands
So, I'll speak to you?