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Tue Jun 20 2000 at 20:03:20 (17.5 years ago )
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Tue Feb 12 2002 at 03:40:20 (15.8 years ago )
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My regret sits on the floor like someone else's polaroid photos
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sit down, i have things i need to do. ( I won't be back for a while. .)

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please don't find me. please don't miss me.

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i love you. all.

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Remember when there were words for everything?

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(And here is the part that you may have been waiting for:)

when I say love i mean it. When i say you have changed my life i mean it. and: when i say it is time to move on, i mean it the most.

this is not a sudden switch where i can turn off my interest in you. and i know you do not have a switch either. we are humans, not automatons. but: here is where i ask for your help.

please don't look me up. if you come after me i will not change my mind. if you come after me, i will do my best to make this clear. and may seem rude in the process. and may be agonizing inside.

a decision is a decision. a commitment is a commitment. when it was time to move on, Time did not ask if i was ready. (i would have said no. i said yes. one is never ready, one leaps.)






































































































































 

(yes i will leave you all the cabbage patch. no matter what)

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