Hard to move on
By Bluebird

Sometimes we can’t just forget.
Sometimes we can’t just give up.
Sometimes it hurts too much.
Sometimes we just don’t want it to end.
Sometimes it’s just too hard to move on.

Why do I have to give up?
Why do I have to leave them?
Why do I feel like this?
Why can’t it all be like it was?
Why is it so hard to move on?

How do i leave all that was there?
How do I just say goodbye?
How do I make myself stop missing it?
How does this help things?
How come it’s so hard to move on?

When will the hurting stop?
When will I begin to forget?
When does the pain end?
When will I feel good again?
When won’t it be so hard to move on?

Where am I to go now?
Where am I to cry?
Where am I to laugh?
Where did all the fun go?
Where from is it hard to move on?

It's my little brother's birthday. I am selfish and thinking of my own problems instead of how to share his 11th birthday with him. I wish this life would end soon.

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