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And when all is said and done, we're left to either focus on what's tearing us apart, or what's holding us together.
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I'm Courtney. I'm 20 years old and currently working on a major in English. I'm hoping to graduate someday, but I'm indecisive and depressed, and my "borderline personality disorder" diagnosis seems to put a damper on things. I don't believe in sawing off a piece of a cow or pigs body and eating it; nor do I believe in eating pieces of animals after others have mutilated them and put them in pretty packages. Some days I decide to be vegan, but then I start looking pale and sickly so I force myself to eat dairy again. I love reading literature, new and old, and sipping tea while I do so. I'm different than the other girls you know, I'm a big ball of emotion, I'm stubborn, I'm witty. I'm me, I'm real, my writing style changes with my mood. I have no idea what the future holds for me, or which roads I'll take to get there.. and to be frank with you, I like it that way.