I just came to the realization that I am a man in terms of age.

Although I have been 18 for over 6 months, I never really thought about how fast my life has gone by. It seems that just yesterday I was walking into Kindergarden for the first time. I can still remember my birthday of two years ago in perfect detail, as if it just happened.

This scares me.

I feel old, even though I'm not. Why? How long until I am 30? 50? sigh. At least I truly deep down understand what people mean when they say that life is short.