I've introduced a few people to e2
. When I first found out about this place I thought it was the coolest thing
. I still do. I went around telling everyone about it. Either they didn't understand or just weren't interested. Okay, so I went on and started noding
things and decided to be really honest because I didn't know anyone here. So I was and now people I know are
coming here and it makes me feel really self-conscious. I shouldn't, though, I know I shouldn't.
I'm a different person
with different people. Only showing bits and pieces
here and there that I think the person can relate with or that I feel comforting showing. I've never been completely all
with anybody and I don't think it's possible. So what do you do when you're trying to be a certain way and there are countless
people who might see it? I feel frozen and don't know what to do. I feel like nuking all my write ups
but that would be bad for e2 and bad for myself.