Even though I've had a good week, I'm the most confused and unfocused I've ever been in my 26 years of life. The reason? My insecurity and paranoia. Even with E2 back online I've found little in here to console me. All kinds of questions are flying through my head (please, make the voices stop) - like, "is this relationship working", "does she love me", "blah blah blaaaah blah - another annoyingly pathetic question fueled by my poisoned mind". Grr. Why does insecurity suck so much!? I have no idea why I'm having such a rough time of it. Something to do with my girlfriend but I'm so fogged up at the moment I can't see what's in front of me. I even cried. Jeez...

I'd be interested to hear from fellow noders - if I get some good ideas/opinions/feedback then I'll make a serious entry into insecure/insecurity