I realized that I am lonely here today. Well actually I knew this all along I just didn't care. But now I want a boy to:

-make peanut butter sandiwches with at midnight -crawl into bed with in the late afternoon just to sleep -laugh at stupid magazine articles with -look pretty for -walk to class with -call from a payphone just to see how his day went -write a letter to, snail mail style, -not study with -eat gummy bears with -think about instead of falling asleep in lecture -call me. I never get phone calls -email me. I never get emails either -buy me a flower. Just one -think my affinity for math is, cute -make me tea when I'm sick, because he is not afraid -think I'm beautiful. Even when I'm screaming at him -never make me want to scream at him -snuggle with on a rainy morning. We have alot of those here -be the first thing I smell when I wake up. He has to smell good! -be the last thing I touch when I fall asleep -not ditch class to hang out with me. School is more important -want to read my online journal. Every single entry. -is ok with me being crazy

The list is endless, but I dont want to take up the entire E2 database so I'm going to stop now. I miss...