This is something that I should have done a long time ago:
I loved the way you used to crinkle your nose at me, my little rhino.
I loved that I had a car and you didn't so I could be your taxi driver for free.
I loved that we spent most of our time together at night,
so I could spend the whole day thinking about you.
I loved that you graduated from high school because of me.
I hated that I lost all of my friends because of what we did.
I hated that you were still in love with my best friend.
I hated that we had to act like we weren't together.
I hated that our whole relationship felt like pretend.
I loved how you taught me how to kiss, and all those other things.
I loved that we would never really watch any of those movies we tried to see.
I loved that we would only go to Taco Bell at 3 in the morning.
I loved that you stole your grandma's car to see me.
I hated that you never came to see me once when I had mono.
I hated that as soon as school started and your friends took you back, you broke up with me.
I hated that I was in love with you.
I hated that you were never in love with me.