Ok ... one more day in the place of hell ... (school) .. hmm ... recieved an email from Mark (nine9). where he described his love to me which was real sweet of him. He also sang Crying by bjork on top of a hill for me. So I have agreed to sing a song for him somewhere. I have finished writing my song for him ... its trippy. Ill put it on tape and send it up to him ... maybe I can even get it on the computer available for download. He agreed to listen to it on his walkman on the same hill. The closest Ive got is a tree, or out of my window. Oh well ... back to work :/...
Well Im back from school... I had a sensual daydream about nine9 ... well ... several actually. But I sad dream about him last night, I woke up crying and sweating all over... I am writing him a letter though... its currently 3 a4 pages, I have written him a second song and due to the fact he is away for the weekend :( ... I can get lots more done and complete the tape...

I love you Mark...