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i see Birds([the symbolism of birds|hello birds] !)on the [methods of hanging|wires]
outside,they

[hrönir|are] the Black Birds of van gogh's [Wheat Field with Crows]
now,i

imagine [Vincent van Gogh|Him] painting Fragments,leaving,[fiddling with a new part of the canvas, now|coming back],continuing
only AtOneTimeEver painting a small Portion
but,this

is not how he painted. I hear Tell He would [the weight of a flock of starlings|Spend Hours]
breaking,not

a second's concentration,[not coming up for Air]
this,was

how he lived his entire [lust for life|Life]
[gallows dance|hanging],himself



It was a hard job painting it. The ground used up one and a half large tubes of white - even though the ground is very dark [...] I said to myself while I was doing it: don't let me leave before there is something of the autumnal evening in it, something mysterious, something important.

— [http://www.webexhibits.org/vangogh/letter/11/228.htm?qp=art.technique|Letter from Vincent van Gogh to Theo van Gogh]
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