happy valentine's day
. my feeling about this day are still out. the man called this morning and didn't mention it (then again, neither did i).
i broke my ankle in possibly the stupidest way. i was writing a bullshit "I'm sick and staying home from work" letter, i sat on my feet to keep them warm. my right foot fell so asleep that i didn't know it was asleep. i put all my weight on a limp, lifeless foot. this bended it backwards and snapped my ankle pretty good. this morning i did the same exact thing (except it happened AT work, in front of people). it's not broken, it's not too swollen. i can walk on it and move it okay, but pressure from my shoe is excruciating.
i gotta stop sitting on my feet.
it's rainy and gloomy
. and gloomy
. very gloomy
. did i mention gloomy
? as much as i hate the cold, snow
would be better than this constant mist falling. prettier.
i have $1.88, and that's all i have. i am broke. i have been since last week. i have no food. i have no cat food (she's getting dog food, which i do have). i have credit cards
, but they're cut in half. i have gathered all the spare change i could find so that i can afford cigarettes
. fortunately payday is friday. unfortunately i'm out of oranges
, which have been the only food i've had in a bit. oops.
man called again. this time he says happy vd