tuesday morning

so, i finally got a call from the doc, all blood tests are inconclusive. she says she can do nothing more for me and that i must see a gastroenterologist and the surgeon who performed the removal of my gallbladder. her assumption is that there is a stone or scar tissue in the common bile duct. i have decided that i will only pursue the matter further if i have another attack.

today i feel good. today i am not wearing a bra. my boobs are hung low and i just don't give a great-big-god-damn.

today i will remember to get the borland stuff i need. if it stays sunny, today i will ride my bike.

for now, i drink coffee with real cream, look at all the flowers in my office, read the news, check my e-mail, and just generally take it easy.

more later...