so, i finally got a call from the doc, all
blood tests are inconclusive. she says she can do nothing more for me and that i must see a gastroenterologist and the
surgeon who performed the removal of my
gallbladder. her assumption is that there is a stone or scar tissue in the
common bile duct. i have decided that i will only pursue the matter further if i have another
attack.
today i feel
good. today i am not wearing a
bra. my
boobs are hung low and i just don't give a great-big-god-damn.
today i will
remember to get the borland stuff i need. if it stays
sunny, today i will ride my
bike.
for now, i drink
coffee with real
cream, look at all the
flowers in my office, read the
news, check my
e-mail, and just generally take it
easy.
more later...